This Feeling…
every night I stay up wondering what am I doing with my life what am I doing and then I remember that “oh nothing” I figure that I need a relationship to fill this big spot In my life maybe I am wrong I come across people and their relationships and I am like I want that
but I just wonder It Is something that Is going to happen? maybe I am just thinking way to much into this and then this…..this..feeling comes I can not really describe It but I just start crying :’( and think maybe I am just wasting my time I just hate this feeling I want it to go away I want It to disappear
(sigh) I just want my heart to heal but It wont </3 I feel like I am always going to be the bad guy
